On my third date with her we both had a good time. It was my first time when I heard her singing. She was singing like an expert her voice were so good while singing. When she first sang a song " Hum Hain Iss pal yeha... from movie Kisna I was going crazy and wanted to keep it on. Her soft voice with good tuning...... ah she is perfect in every thing may be dancing, be singing, be talking, be impressing, be loving, be studying, be caring, be sharing and be hearing... I can feel it.
The song she sang was something romantic and the song of guestures...... I loved it before but was hidden inside me as it's not evergreen song for me.......... but now it is evergreen song for me.
I searched it over the internet after two days of search I finally found the song and downloaded it in to my computer. I use to have this song in my computer but my all the datas and music were lost due to problem in my computer.... When I listen to this music I can feel her..... my heart begins to beat faster...... I don't know why but it beats faster when this song plays...
Now I listen to this music more than 1o times a day..... I am not joking...... However I cann't sing properly I am learning guitar at the absolute beginers level. But Even though I searched music notations and tabulatures of this song over the internet and read it.
Oh my godness what on earth can understand these number codes.......
it goes like this:

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--11-10-8-----8--11-11----------------------8-------------------------
-------------10--------------8\7------7-8-10----10---------------------
----------------------------------------------------------8-7---------------
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Can u imagine these six lines are actually denotes six string of guitar ..... ha ha ha.....

But I being to understand little bit about it. Actually I have to learn this notations exactly after 3 months of basic learning. But I must be ready to handle it for my sweet heart. Now a days I try to play this song whole day long.... as I have nothing to do these days... my bridge course classes were off from this saturday...... So what I do is stick around with my guitar whole day only by learning this song's music. And I just neglect the music that are taught in my class. I have to practise it in my class.
I know I am going crazy towards her. It never happened this much before. I must not tell this to her because this may disturb her study by just thinking about me but kya karu dil hain ki maaanta nahiiin.... [It is exactly this time when she phone called me.... wow whot a coincidence...... I think someone who lives in heaven wants to see us together]
Oh my god I have never gone this much crazy towards any girl....... Even I'd liked and loved a girl in my ex-time I'd never gone to this much as i am doing with her......
I want to die resting in her arms. Each and every moment I miss her.....
As "kisna" in movie Kishna dialogued" "haar pyaar milan to nahin, judai bhi to ek pyaar hai" hmm really impressive dialogue.......... I Love her so much..... There is no day when I missed her rememberance. Now I am going to say that I may not live without her any more if this condition will go on increasing......
And guess what she is going to propose me...... !?#@$##@
what to do when she proposed me.... she'll of course turn her face away from be after saying those magical words...... but I'll hold hear arms and make her turn around me and make her to look at my face and I'll look in to her eyes........That will be so much shying moment.... I don't know if I can do it or not..... I am not sure that I can to these things....... but I'll try to...... All I want is to see her eyes (eyes are the expression of soul and it never lies.... )
Today is saturday and I was planning to go to mamaghar. After some while in the morning I got SMS from my dear sweetest loveliest smartiest sweet heart. She told me that she will be comming to Boudha today with her sister. Hm.. I said ok and asked if she wants to meet me, but she said no with the reason that she'll get over dose (i.e. very close like husband and wife and like love birds helding eachothers hands, what I wanted is). She wanted to see my house and I instructed her to stand at the boudha gate and look for a San-Miguel bear advertisement. After that she stoped to reply me and I guessed that she might be bg in some work. I was planning to rush to my mamaghar before 12 PM but I was stucked right there by my dad. He called me in photo studio and asked some questions about computer related and helped that nonsense "photo studio ko saucha".
While working in photo studio I use to turn back time to time to see if she may meet conincidently and I was dieing to meet her and moreover it was the fourth day of my third date with her. After mean while I rushed too the bus station arround 12:30 PM. While I was rushing out of my home I was dreaming that she might call me from back because the chances to meet is much more probable at that time. So I was thinking about her on my half of the way.
Suddenly, what a co-incidence I noticed her sister first and then her. My dream girl and my "saali nanu" was drinking FANTA in the cold-store shop. OH MY GOD! I was awstrucked to see her there. I was unable to beleive it. OH MY GOD! still now I am not beleiving it yet. So what am I waiting for I headed directly towards her sister and said Hi I am suraz and forwarded my hand towards her to shake and she shook my hands too.....at that moment she was holding an empty FANTA bottle. And her sister (My sweet heart) was paying the amount. I was so nervous and completely lossed my mind because I was so much surprised at that time and guess what I did? I again forwared my hand to shake with my sweet heart but she denied it. Hopefully, I may have done the same if she had done this. She was too wondering as I do and I could see her face with wonder. She were looking gordgeous that day completly black dress (well I love complete black coz I use to wear black shirts and black pants during past days and till now, but it is hot now so I don't prefer them but they are my evergreen best clothes). How can I define that how she was looking I am still unable to define it. She told me that she was feeling too hot (Aba luga phukala ta bhanna bhayenaa......).
Ani maile uslai halka sanga gali pani gare yesto garmima kina black colour ko luga lagayeko bhanera ani usle ta sabai kura po bayan garna thaali.... so sweet she is very much frank with me and shares her every thing no matter what it is joy or sorrow. I love her doing this. Uusle malai, euta pants usko bahinile ahle lagai rakheko cha ani arko chai didi le re hehe so sweet. Ma pani ke kaam frank banna sakdina bhanthanya maile pani ma sanga ta jamma 3 wota matra jeans pant cha bhandiya :). Boudha ta usle aghi nai ghumi sakya thiyo raicha pani pyaas lagera colddrinks pasal khoji ra raicha ani balla bhetecha. When I saw them both were behaving so cute "sali nanu" was quit and of bit shy nature and my sweet heart was (oh my god) she was behaving me like I am her husband hehe but I really really really really love this. (Hey Bubli never stop to behave me like ur husband coz I am urs and ur mine and I am proud of our love). While roaming around boudha stupa I told her that the stupa should be rounded by odd number not by even number. And I said her not to worry by giving an example of circle (whot a nonsense example) I was giving childlike example to her but i hope she liked it hehe. After then we rushed to Fulbari where noone can find flowers. We were walking slowly but I was feeling that the time is passing much more faster than it used to be before. She was feeling hot and complaining to me about this. At that time the sun was just at the back side of us. My back was roasting, her even more roasting because she were wearing black. And I directed my hands towards her back, it was hot.
Yo mero pahilo choti thiyo jaba maile mero haat le usko ko sarrir ko anga lai choyeko thiyo, maile usko "dhaad" ma chunda malai ta mazza lagi ra thiyo ani angalo maru jasto pani lageko thiyo. Kohi pani nabhayeko bhaye saayed angalo ma hali sakthe hola tara teti bela ta duniya agadi thiyo ani saali nanu pani ta thiyo ni. Bato ma kahile kahi ek apas ma thokinthyo ta kahile kahi haat nai samatinthyo. Ma bhayera hola saayed usle afno bahini lai jhandai birsi sakeko thiyo bahini chahi kaha uu bhane chai ma sangai tassera basi rakhya thiyo. Saayed maile usle sabai kura bhooli rakhya thiyo, yesto lagi rakheko thiyo usle sara sansaar bholi rakheko thiyo. Usle anisa lai kahile naanu bhanera bolauda kya sweet lagthyo ani uniharu bich ko ek aapasko didi bahini ko love pani ekdamai maan paryo kaash yesto love mero bhai bahinisanga bhayeko bhaye hunthyo.... tara ma teti frank bandina mero bro/sister sanga. Kehi ber ghume pachi pheri tehi thau ma farkiyau ani pheri euta gumba ma gayau tesko najikai hamro khet thiyo. Gumba ma special programme bhai rakhya riacha tesaile haami teha ko compound ma matrai ghumi rakhyau. Gumba bhitra thuulo ghumaune" maaney" raicha 3 wota the bhitra pasyau ra ghumayau. Usle ghumauda kheri euta "maaney lai complete round lagayo testo garma malai uu kya cute lagyo, yesle mero bachpana ko yaad dilayo ma pani bachha bela ma testai garthe. ani maile sidai jane ho bhane ani teha bata ghumera haami feri farkiyau. Gumba bata farkida pani mazzako romantic guff haru bhayo... maile ta bhanthaneko ki usle harmo sabai relation uusko bahinilai bhani sakyo bhanera tara pachi usle bhanyo hamro barema kehi pani bhanya chiana bhanera.... tara pachi bhanula...
Gumba bata niske pachi haami euta ankantaar thau ma gaye jaha ma pahile ekchoti kapaal katna gayeko thiye.... Malai uusanga boudha ghumda tyo thaunai Naulo ra alag laagirakheko thiyo... Tesmathi ma uusanga ghumda ekdamai proudy feel gari rakheko thiye...... as I am proud of her and will be happy with her forever. Uslai garmi bhayeko le mukh dhuna hotel ma janu hunca bhanyo tara tyo hotel ko sahucha haru le ta mukh kaha dhuna dincha ra.... tesmathi pani free mai tyo pani manchele khaane gareko paani.... tesaile maile najikai euta kuwa cha bhanera bhane usle je hos afu lai bas ma rakhin.. ani maile uslai kuwa dekhai diye teha euta fuchhe nuhai raheko thiyo ani maile uslai sode ke teha mukh dhuna jaane ho bhanera tara usle na jane bhayo uslaai laaz lagyo kyaare... Tai pani teha bata pass huda kheri maile pheri sodhe ani usle huncha bhanera mukh dhuna gayo ansaa sanga. Mukh dhoyera farka da uu ta kya cute dekhi ra raicha.... tyo wet face ani tyo wet lips... (dhikkar cha malai teti nai bela ek kiss gari halnu parne hehe). Usle bahini lai rumal magyo ani maile kina afule nabokeko bhanera sodda ta pants tight cha tesaile aftyaro huncha po bhanyo baaa..... (hera ta bahinilai katti kaam garayeko). Hami jadai jaadai euta saanta khet tira po pugyau jaha ma kahile pani gayeko thiyena. ani teha gayera euta alikati sunsaan thau ma basyau ra nikai ber kura grayu.... uu masngai baseko thiyo ma pani uusangai baseko thiye teti bela haami ek arka ko sareer ko tapkram (body heat) feel garna sakthyau.... Maile usko haat ekchin samate baluwa lagecha . Usle agi euta bijuli ko pole ma samateko thiyo tesaile hola saayed ani maile teti nai bela malai nasamatera ke pole ma samateko bhanera comments gareko thiye tyo pani saaaaaano swoor ma usle nasunne gari.. sune na pani usle .... tyo thau ma euta side ko bhag ali kati utheko thio tesaile uu hidne bela ma teha bata hidera ma timi bhanda thulo bhani raheko thiyo baccha jastai tara malai kya Cute lagyo usko kura sunera....
Ani haami guff garna thalyau teha basera.... malai usko bahini teha bhaye pani kehi afthyaro bhayena saayed uslai pani kehi bhayena kyaare mazzale kura gari rakheko thiyo masanga..... Kahile kahi guff garda usle swoor saano pardai lagthyo ani kya romantic environment banthyo ..... Sachi kya mazza lagthyo usle saano sworle bolda... jasto ki uu ra mamatrai chau teha ani ek apas ko kura haru sajilai bujna sakthyau..... mero kaan ko cheu mai kehi bhanna chahi raheki thee. Uu sanga basda dherai guff haru bhayo nikai nai ananda lagyo tara usko bahinilai chahi saayed bore lagiraheko thiyo kyare .. Taipani kahile kahi maile usko bahini ko barema sodhthe ani usle chai lajayera answer dintheee. Teti nai bela maile mero budi bhanda mero saali nai kya beautiful bhanidiyeko thiye. Mero budi le pani support garyo tyo kura lai ta....... (jhan mero budi lai jealous parchu bhaneko ta flop khaye maile tehi nai). Hami kura garda gardai kahile usle malai side bata herthyo ta kahile maile uslai uu sayed malai direct herna laaz mani raheko thiyo.. huna ta sadhai lajauthee. malai ta usko face ma tira farkai diu jasto po laagi raheko thiyo saayed teti gareko bhaye usko sister agadi over dose hunthyo tesaile garina pani.... Kehi ber sayed ek dedh ghanta samma kura garyau. Ani usle bhani raheko thiyo ki bijeswori mandir ma usle aja ma bhetos bhanera god lai mageko thiyo re.... saayed usko aja sabai eechya pura bhai rakhya thiyo.. garmi bhayo badal lageko bhaye hunthyo bhanda badaal lagi halyo ekchin ma ani taltalapur gham ma paani pare pani hunthyo bhanera wish gareko ta paani pani paryo... Uslai teti bela paani ma rujna ekdamai man lageko thiyo kyare tesmathi jhan masanga rujne bhanera usle ta plan nai gareko thiyo ki kya ho??
Pani pareko le haami farkane tarkhar garyau rainfall heavy bhaye pani haamilai ek dui thopa matra laagi raheko thiyo... pani pareko bela uusanga hidna pani nikai mazza lagyo... ani pani paare ko le haami jaane tarkhar garyau. bus station ma micro bus parkhiyau... jaati auchan sabai pack micro kee... tara khali micro naaayeki besh kina bhane usanga dherai samay bitauna pauthe ni ta...... teti nai bela usle mero hair kya ramro cha bhenra bhanyo ma ta chakka pare mero hair malai nai man pardaina ani jhan aja kapaal katu ki bhanera sochi raheko thiye..... usle ramro re ani tespachi jhan malai kaatnai man lagena........ Malai kunai pani manhce ko ghinlagne thau bhaneko kapaal ho malai teha chunai gheen lagcha... tara kina ho malai usko kapal ekdamai man parcha tyo kapal ko smeel ani tyo kapal lai feel garna ekdamai mazza lagcha asti ek choti maile usko kapal yeso chalayeko pani thiye kati ramro bhanera....... Bastab ma bhanne ho bhane malai usko sabai kura man parcha, usko bolne dhanga dekhi liyera usko risaune ani hidne tarika samet........
Balla balla euta khali Blue color ko microbus aayo... tyo micro bus ma chadyau usko bahini lai first ma chadhayau ani tespachi uslai chadaye ani balla ma chade usko bahinichai kaha basyo uu bhane chai kaha ..... tara usko agadi euta sit khali thiyo tara ma teha basena kina bhane ma usko bahinilai eklai parna chahadina thiye ..... ani kehi kura pani gare usko bahini sanga.... Teha basda kheri malai usko face herna sajilo hunthyo..... uu pani ek nazzar ta dii halthyo mero face ma tara ek chin ko laagi matra :( khoi kina ho huni malai herna kina lajau chin?? malai ta usko face ma herii rakhu jasto lagyo tara teha teti dherai manche thiyo malai nai aftyaro lagyo tesaile chin chin ma herna gare... tara malai mero aankha uu bata hataunai maan thiyena....
Kehi ber pachi chabahil ma micro bus bata manche haru oorlana thalyo.... malai bhane chai uu sanga kahil basna paune bhanera hatar bhai rakhya thiyo... Ani maile uskok bahini lai ansaa jau uta basna bhane uu pani basna gayi usko pyaari didi arthat mero budi sanga.... Usko bahini lai saayed vomit aucha kyare gumsiyeko thau ma tesaile usko bahini jhyaal tira basii ani uu chai masangai basyo... Uslai nai basna man lagi raheko thiyo kyare ma sanga.... malai pani ta honi...... usanga baseko kehi ber pachi pheri micro ma ek dui jana ayo basna.... teti bela paani pari raheko thiyo..... u jhyal najikai thiyo last sit tira.... usko bahini chai kunna ma thiyo... usle ma patti farkera jhyal bata heri raheko thiyo bhane ma chai uu patti ko jhyal tira farki rakheko thiye ... ani tesari nai haami khas khus kura garthyau kya romantic lagthyo usle mero kaan ko cheu ma bolda.... Angalo ma badhi raheko mahasus bhai rakhya thiyo malai testo garda... kina bhane usle kahile kahil usko head mero shoulder ma bisautheee malai nikai nai ananda lagthyo ani uu sanga nikkai nai close bhayeko feel garthe.... tehi sil sila ma usle afno bahini teha bhayeko kura pani birsi sake ko thiyo... haami chai ek arka ma dubera mooz gari rakhne usko bahini lai chai kya boor feel bhai rathiyo kyaaare... microbus ma basda nikkai nai mazza ayo uslai angalo ma beru jasto pani lagthyo kahile kahi ta kina bhane uu mero face sanga yeti nazeek thiyo ki bed ma sutda kerhi kunai wife afno husband sanga...... malai nikkai nai mazza lagyo tesmathi usle saano swor ma bolda jhanai romancheet hunthe ma.... yestai ek arka lai mazza didai haami bus station samma oorliyau.. aba bus station nazeek puge pachi haamilai conductor le paisa magyo... conductor bichara bachha thiyo... ani conductor le paisa mage pachi usle ta afno pocket bata jheekna po thalee maile chai bhayo pardaina bhanera usko haat samater tala tira farkaye teti nai bela maile usko khutta ma choyechu malai ta kasto laaz nai lagyo ani uslai chai ris uthecha tyo paisa dine kura ma maile kich kich gareko le tesaile usle malai chimotee diyo.... chimotda kya mazza ayo ahha sadhai chimotee hunthyo ni usle malai... ani usle afu risayeko belama chimoti dinchu bhanyooo.. sayed uu masanga 1% risayeko thiyo kyare.. usko tyo chimoteee ma pani kehi prem jhalkinthyo ani ma bata maya chahantheee..tara tyo ta ma sadhai uslai gari rahanchu ni.... malai uusanga micro ma fight garna nikainai mazza lagyo tara teha agadi nai manche bhayeko le alikati aftyaro pani mahasus hunthyo... (micro bus bhanda ta bus nai thikka cha dui jana couple ko laagi sit pani huncha aani ek janale arkako face ma twalla heri rakhne chance pani paudaina, teti bela micro ma euta budi le twaa parera heri rakhya thiyo malai cha kasto ris pani uthyo .. tara manche ho heri halchan bhanera care garina). Micro bata oorliye pachi maile uniharu lai bus park ma pruyaidiye.. bus park ma jadai garda bato ma dherai nai guff bhayo..... footh path ma becheko CD kaile kineko chau bhanera sodhda maile cha bhanidiye ani asti ekchoti thagyo pani bhane ani usle malai budhhu kehi tahha chaina bhanyo.. ani usle ta malai ma bachha jasto po lagcha bhanya thyio... malai ta kya cute lagyo tyo sunera.... ani tyo gumba ma huda ma hahaha garera haseko thiye uslai man parecha kare...... uu bhane chai kahile haha garera hasena just smile dinthyo ani kahile kahil soor nikalera nai hasthyo malai tyo nai kya man parthyo jhan awaz nikalera haseko bhaye ma ta pagal nai hunthe ki kya ho.... ani tespachi uslai ra usko bahini lai bus ma chadye.. Bus ma chadauna agi maile usko kaan ma khusukka " I LOVE U" bhane tyo pani kaatro himmat batulera... ani usle ta thank u la po bhanyo beluka fone garda.... Grrrrr!!!! I love u bhaneko ta thank u po bhancha baa I love u too bhanna chodera....ani maile uslai bus ma chadayera gaye.... jane bela ma ek chin pachadi herina maile pachi ek round bus park ghumera hereko ta didi bahini kun chai side ma baseko ho khoi ma ta khojya khojyai bhayo... bekkar ma agi nai usko face hernu parne dhilo bhayo ani bekkar ko ekround chakkar lagayechu bus ko .. u ta kata ko kata......
Pachi maile lazimpat jane bus khoje kahi pani payena ani pheri tehi agi oorleko thau ma gaye ani teha bata micro chadera mamaghar ma puge.. teha pugeko kehi ber pachi ta jhwaraaaraara pani parna thalyo teti bela malai usko piir po lagnta thalyo kassari ghar gaya hola, chata pani lyayeko chaina, pakkai pani bhijyo hola bhanera, ani usle beluka tira fone garera lyayo pani parda ta uu rujerai ghar pugecha..... ani bus ma chadda kina farkera bye bye nagaerko bhanera po gaali garyo ma bhance chai tetro round ghumya ghumyai bhayo usko face hernalai teti tadapta pani.... u bhane chai kina farkera bye nagareko bhancha baaa...... tara teha pani ramro sanga guff huna sakena kina bhane tyo gadha bhai bahini ko gang cha ni malai disturb ganre, Manisha manisha bhanera jiskyaudai thiyo malai..... ma bhane chai dhoka ghochyarera kura gardai thiye.....
mamaghar ma malai usko yaad le ekdamai satayo uu sanga bitayeka tii pal haru ek ek gari samjhana thale ani usanga dance gareko po samjhe tespachi ta malai dance garna mangalyo ani maile bhai ra bahini haru sanga dance gare ghumayera... SONY ko NACHBALLIYE ma gareko jastai salsa dance gare... tyo pani malai bhai le sikayeko ani aula samtera ghumayera bhailai ladayeko jasto gari dhad ma support gare ani neck ma kiss gare (Yuk bhai lai kiss gare.. kaash tyo thau ma uu bhayeko bhaye..) tara jehos pasina aune garera 1,2 ghanta dance gare... ani ek chin pachi beluka bhayo dai ko guitar bajaye ani khana khayera sute. ....bholi palta bihana pani malai usko yaad ayo ani uthne bittikai uslai nai samjhe dhilo uthechu kyare.. bridge course class pani suru bhai sakyra raicha... tespachi ta janai man bhayena ani gayena tara guitar ko class chai chutyaena maile... usko lagi gayeko class pani kaha chutyauna sakthe ra jada kheri ta eutai gadi napayeko dirver haru ko jhagada paryo bhanera bus banda garecha ani tempo haru sabai bhaari thiyo kehi ber hide pachi euta tempo aayo pack raicha.. balla balla euta seat thiyo tyo tampo ma ani ma hatar hatar guitar ko class ma gayeko sadhe dus bhai sakya raicha ... dus baje pugnu parne.. dhanna sir le kehi bhannu bhayena ani ek ghanta pachi pheri mamaghar farkiye khana khaye ani teha ta sunsanai thiyo Bina aunti ko chora ra chori ko aja chutti thiyo school ma teachers meeting cha re tesaile chutti garecha ani ekchin bhaye pani teha base . Kehi ber pachi dubai jana bhai ra bahini aafno sur ma khelna gayo... ma chai kotha ma maa sanga eklai thiye ani ma ek chin sofa ma uslai samjhera base.. uu sanga bitayeko chyan gandai... mata bhusukkai nidayechu kehi ber pachi hereko ta kotha ma katti dherai manche baafre..... maiju thiyo dai thiyo tata thiyo ani tyo dubai bhai ra bahini.... tara malai uuslai samjhana ajhai pugeko thiyena pheri samjhane prayas gare...... tyo pani kamti ber samma samjhi rakheko thiye ra ... 2:30 baje samma uslai nai samjhera basey, 12 baje ghar ma puge pachi dekhi 2:30 baje samma uslai nai samjhi rakhe.... ani ek chin pachi dai ko computer institute ma jane bela bhayo teti nai bela ma dai sanga ghar farkiye ek cup chiya khayera. ani ghar aune bittikai yo lekhe.. ani ahile chai 6:18 minute gai rakhya cha belukako usko yaad ajhai ai raheko cha ra ma bhane chai shool haru ko hadtal kahile ho bhanera kuri rakhya chu... uslai bhetna malai kahile pani pugdaina kina bhane haami ta sadhai sangai basnu parne manche po ho ta... usko ra mero bichar thayk thakkai milcha. usko ex life ra mero ex life pani match garcha .. tara uslai maile bhaneko yo kura guff jasto po lagcha.. huna pani ho ma guffadi pani ta ho ni ke patyauthiyo ra usle...
La ma yeti nai lekhchu aile... aba arko friday saayed uusanga chat gari rakhya hunchu hola ma...
Lots of good attraction here and the neighbours will think that you are a really nice couple. (Source: AquarianAge Romance )
For Cancer: This partnership lacks excitement, to say the least, however that doesn't usually matter to either you or your mate. Security and the home are much more important to both you and the practical Virgoan. ( Source: Love Test )
For Virgo: Somewhat dull. You both tend to avoid getting involved in activities outside your own environment. Neither of you bother to end the relationship even if it isn't working. This union is a critical and nagging match that results in lowered self-esteem for both of you. ( Source: Love Test )
Personalities mesh well. Cancer understands Virgo’s fussy ways. Each is anxious to please the other. This could work out fine. Cancer may have to warm up Virgo a little but there is fire under all that ice. Cancer and Viragos money goals are the same. Cancer understands Virgo’s fussy ways, and steady Virgo helps balance viable Cancer. Both are anxious to please each other. Both like money and domestic comforts. Both are affectionate but both are also very critical. Each draws the other out of their shell. ( Source: Astrology Fun )

Cancer Man & Virgo Woman
A quiet-living couple who will snuggle up real close and whisper secret thoughts to each other. For the Virgo lady, preferably in her ear, the only place seemly enough for such thoughts to go .... (Source: AquarianAge Romance )
This is a good match that can definitely lead to real, lasting love. With a Cancer boy, both you and he will feel more passionate and confident than you do with most other signs. His mushy, cuddly love style makes you feel nice and secure. You won’t have to worry about this boy straying- when he falls in love, he stays in love! You will both have to watch your mouths a bit- you both have a tendency to be over-critical. If you can keep your picky comments to yourselves, though, this relationship has a real chance to turn into the "real thing." It’s a very good love match. ( Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )
Wow! What a match. In addition to being a great potential relationship, Virgo girl and Cancer boy will probably have the kind of friendship that will last for years and years. Even if you don't walk down the aisle together, you'll share a common understanding that will transcend time and space. What better foundation could there be? ( Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )
Cancer and Virgo:
This is a sexually compatible pairing that produces sex, love and possibly marriage. Cancer is a water sign and Virgo is an earth sign. These two friends will bond for life on a sexual, spiritual and romantic level.
They will be both friends and lovers and find one another physically alluring and sensual. They might even remind each other of someone they had a crush on long ago. Virgo is supposed to be the virgin, but Cancer will laugh when they hear this. Virgo will be highly sensual in bed and Cancer will be elated. Cancer has been looking for you, Virgo. There is an element of surprise when these two signs merge in a relationship. There are also surprises and mysteries for both parties in this association. Cancer and Virgo are considered “lucky” when together. Cancer rewards Virgo loyalty and together they can build a home and a family.
They will remain lifelong friends if the sexual relationship ends. Children will enter the picture eventually over time.Compatibility rating: Note: Your compatibility with other signs of the zodiac also depends on your planets, rising signs and other aspects.!
Our ratings : ****

Compatibility Rating:
**** It doesn’t get any better than this!Go for it!
*** This sign can teach you more aboutsex and love relationships.
** Think twice because you may liveto regret it.
* What were you thinking?
Today is 19th of June 2007. I was feeling bored today and was getting sick of those bridge course and guitar classes because I was enjoying my life after SLC. So, sometimes I used to take part from the class for only reason, that is to sleep well. I was having only 5 hours of sleep everyday. And I was also getting frustated of those same face of teachers and even more I have to hear and see them for more than 1 hours. Damn it is so boring. Today I might have yawned for more than 15 times during these three hours. I was feeling lazy that time.
Now its a break time and I was feeling some what refreshed but I was still feeling unfresh towards my studies. My teacher gave some questions and I tried to answer it and some of them were corrected by my teacher. I stay near the broken window, from there I can see whole kathmandu valley. I was waiting for the guitar class. After the classes were off I went to guitar class and learned some music there I directly headed to my music room and tried some songs of Lakhaun Patak by Nabin K and Lazzalu muskaaanle priyesii... hmm... Lakhaun patak was lovely song during my childwhood and lazzalu muskaanle priyessiiiiii is evergreen for me. Nearly at the end part of my class I got phone call from my sweet heart.
I recieved a call and i told her that i was in guitar class. so by simply talking some things we hung up the phone. After some while I was returning back to my home and I was being sitted at the corner of the micro-bus. I again received a call from her. The micro-bus was full and she told me that she wanted to meet me. Hearing this I quickly jumped off from my micro-bus and headed towards to the shantinagar gate. I am sorry that I couldn't keep my promise as I was planning to meet at Neel Barahi hall at Bhaktapur.
Yeahooooo!!! I reached their first hahahaha...... And I kept waiting for her for some minutes (about 30 minutes or less). I was counting each and every vehicle that passes by 1..2...3...4....
Finally she came by smilling towards me. Hm.... looking much more beautiful and slim today... I think she started to do manage her diet or something. So after meeting we directly headed towards Bhadrakali.
Now in Nepali for being more closer.....
Haami bus ratnapark jane euta bus chadhyau ani tespachi hami pachaaaaadi ko sit ma basyau
uslai jhyal tira rakhe ani ma chai cheu ma basey uu sangai tassera. Malai uu sanga basda ekdamai ananda feel bhai rakheko thiyo. Kahile kahi uska tii komal haath haru le malai chuunda chanai romanchit hunthe ma.. Nikai nai anada ko anubhuti bhai raheko thiyo malai saayed first time hola kunai stri (female) sanga ko mero pahilo bhet jasma ek arka prati kunai gunaso thiyena ra chokho prem ko sparssa thiyo. Kura garda gardai kahile kahi ma uslai jiskyau thiye pani uu chai malai chin chin ma piti rahanthyo saayed bhanau ki usle malai choona chahanthee.
Malai uu sanga basda ekdamai sajilo feel bhai raheko thiyo mero sabai kura bhanau jasto pani bhai raheko thiyo. Uska tii komal haat chune icchya jagyo malai tara chance payena bus ma kahile kahi ta usle nai chuiidinthyo mero hath ma tara malai bhane chai kina ho laazzz lagi rakheko thiyo.
Bus ko yatra ekdumai romantic bhayo malai yesto mazzaa saayedai kahile pani aayeko thiyena. Tara tyo bus ekdamai speed ma gudne bhayeko le hola saayed hami dherai ber bus ma basnai paayenau. Taipani malai tyo choto yatra ekdamai mazza ko lagyo. Sayed masanga samaye lai rokna sakne samarthya bhaye ko bhaye rokidinthe hola. Usle kahile kahi mero kaan ma khas khus kura pani garthi ani maile pani uu sanga testai garthee. Usle malai kaan ma kura garda ekdamai ananda ra kaukuti pani lagthyo. Usle kura garne kram ma uslai kiss garau jasto pani lage ko thiyo tara ke garnu public thauna paryo tesmathi bharkhar ta palaye ko mero pahilo sachoo prem! UUsko kura le malai jaadu ra mohani lagai rakheko thiyo. Kehi ber ko kura pachi haami putalisadak ma oorliyau ra teha bata bagbazzar hudai Bus park katera Bhadrakaali ko mandir ma pugyau. Bato cross garda kahile kahi usle mero haat samatidinthyo ani maile pani uslai mero haath samata bhanthe usle pani testai garthi kasto ananda lagthyo. Usle haath samatda maile afulai kosaile saath diiraheko mahasu garthe. Kehi ber pachi haami Mandir bhitra pahila bhagwan lai dhogyau ani cheu ko paati ma basera guff garna thalyau. Saayed haddai bhayeko thiyo hola kina bhane ma usanga yeti tasseko thiye ki Super Glue Gum bhanda pani powerfull tarkiale tasseko jastai. Khai kina ho uslai ta aftyaro nai lagena sayed uslai pani malai jastai feel bhai raheko thiyo hola. Tara uu keti bhayeko le kehi hudd samma lajaunu pani thikai ho.... Uu sanga kura garda gardai kahile kahil body touch hunthyo kahile chuttinthyo ani kahile kahi khutta le pani touch garthyo malai ta afnai body ko part ho ki jasto pani feel bhai raheko thiyo.... Uu sanga kura garna nikkai mazza lagi rakheko thiyo...... hamile teti bela samma ek arka lai bujhne sakdo kosis garyau ra ek arka ko barema dherai kura garyau hola.... ma jatti uuslai chahanthe uu pani tetti nai malai chahanthe yo kura malai feel bhai rakheko thiyo... Tara teti bela mero kamjoori ke thiyo bhane ma uusanga teti frank huna sakeko thiyena tara frank hune sakdo prayas gari raheko thiye...... Uusle malai afno paan ko aehesaash dilayo, teti bela ma khusile ekdamai harsit bhaye. Gum jastai tassera basekole hola saayed aune jane manche haru le ghari ghari haami tira nazzar halthe bhane kohi ta muskurayera pani jaane garthe.. Saayed jodi suhayeko le hola.... Uusanga mukh bata bolera kura garda bhanda pani kaan ma kura garna ek damai mazza lagyo malai.... Ma dherai jaso kura haru usko kaan ma bhanne prayas garthe ra bhanthe pani usle pani bhanne garthi kunai kunai kura haru. kahile kahi ta maile sune pani ke bhaneko bhanera kaan najikai lagthe ani usle kaan ma kehi kura batauda malai nikai kaukuti lagthyo... Uu ra ma sangai basne belama nai usle bhaneko thiyo ki malai chunda uslai nikainai kaukuti lagcha bhanera. hehe malai pani testai bhai raheko thiyo.... Ek choti maile uslai mero haat chamna diye usko bhanda katti ko smooth/kada cha bhanera tara maile kadapan lai nai jood diye. kina bhane malai usko haat nikai nai smooth lagi raheko thiyo euta . Tehi bahana ma maile pani uusko haat samate ra kehi ber samma thaami rakhe (aha kasto soft hand bhanera) maile mero dubai haat le usko haat samate nikai nai mazza lagyo. Uu alikati lazzayeko jasto dekhinthyo. Tara tyo laaz pachi afai harayera jaanthyo. Hami nikai ber guff garyau saayed chuplageko ta samayenai thiyena kahile uu boli raheko hunthyo ta kahile ma. Nikkai nai mazza lagi raheko thiyo. Tara ma ajhai pani teti bela samma afu sapana dekhi raheko chu ki jasto pani lagyo kina bhane malai biswass nai lagko thiyena ki maile koi afno manche pauchu ra usangai sara din bitauchu bhanera... maile ta afule khana khaye nakhayeko samet birsi sakeko thiye jhan teti bela mero bhok nai harayera gayo bihana class lagi rakhda malai bhok lagi raheko thiyo tara khai kunni pachi ke bhayo kyare malai kehi khanai man lagena ra uusangai basii rahu jasto lagyo ra basi rahe pani.
Usle malai sabai kura haru frankly bhani raheko thiyo maile pani ma sakdo samma frank bandai thiye.. kahile film ko guff ta kahile serial ko kahile indian idol ko ta kahile celebrity ko yestai yestai guff garyau tara sab bhanda badhi ek arka ko barema guff garyau... Malai usko aankha ra kaapal ekdamai pan pareko thiyo ra tesaile ma uu tira aakarsit bhai raheko thiye unkaa teee meetho swoor ko ta kurai nagaru... geet ko barema kura garne kram ma usle euta geet manmanai goongunayo usle tyo geet gauda malai nikai ananda bhayo ra feri gaune kar gare tara uu lazai... Bastab mai mero man pagliyo usko tyo meetho swoor sunera. " I really loved her voice" Usle tyo geet gauda ko chyeen samjhada ajha samma kaukuti lagcha malai ta.... Mandir ko sthiti ekdamai saanta thiyo ra ananda pani ...... road haru ko biccha ma bhaye pani gaadi haru ko dherai awaz thiyena tara paara herda gaadi haru ko line nai dekhna sakinthyo.... Kura garda gardai malai mahasus bhai raheko thiyo ki uslai paani pyaas lagi raheko cha.... tai pani chuttinu parne daar le maile tyo kura nabhani kana just khyal khyal ma sodhidiye usle ta sidai hoina po bhani ta..... saayed uslai pani malai jastai bhai raheko thiyo pyaasi, pani ko matra hoina aru kehi kura ko pani pyaasi thiyee unee ta........
Usko didi ko barema pani kehi kura garyau ani uska sathi haru ko barema pani yesari ek arkako kura gardai, ek arka lai jikyaudai haami ek arka ma samahit bhai raheka thiyau... ma usko nazeek huna chahanthe ani uunee mero nazeek huna chahanthi.. Kurai kura ko kram ma usle mero kahile haat samattheee kahile ek arka lai chune prayas garthe malai uunee sanga kura garna ra basna nikai na ananda aai raheko thiyo afu sansaar ko sabai bhanda bhagya maani jasto feel bhai raheko thiyo malai ta. Huna pani ho malai mero hajurbuba le yo bhagya maani cha bhanera bhaneko ahile samma yaaad cha.. mero mom le pani bhannu hunthyo ..... Sachhiiii ma ekdamai bhagyemani chu uu jasto smart,beautiful, self-dependent ani malai maya garne premika payeko ma.... haptau aghi dekhi ko chatpati aaja pura bhayeko thiyo uslai bhetne man mero uusanga chutne bela dekhinai aayeko thiyo ahile pani testo bhai rahecha.... Malai pahile ko bhet bhanda pani aja ko bhet ekdam chittabujhdo lagyo taar ajhai malai pugeko chaina ra saaayed kahile pani pugdaina hola uu sanga yesari bhetera ekarka ma samaheeet huna.. Uusle malai ma hunu ko yesto feelings diyo ki ma afule afulai ma bhanera chinna thaaale teti bela ta.. Malai uskaa tee sundar kapal khelaune iichya thiyo ek choti samtera here pani usko kapal lai sachhi bhanu bhane usko hair style ekdam cool thiyo..... Uusle ta afaile complain garee " ke ramro cha ra kucho jasto cha bhanera" usko hair style ma simplycity jhalkinthyo ra uusko kapal ekdamai healthy thiyo.... kura garda gardai din biteko patto bhayena chaar baji sake cha.. ammai kati chito char bajeko jastai lagyo malai ta ... maile ta socheko thiye bharkhar 12, 1 baji raheko thiyo tara teti dherai samaye ekai chin ma kasari bityo pattonai bhayena...... Kehi ber pachi hami tyo mandeer bata niskiyau ra bus park tira lagyau bus park tira laagnu bhanda agadi pyaas bujhauna najikai ko momo center ma gayau...ra fanta ra buff momo sangai sangai khayau pasal sadharan bhaye pani ekdamai standard thiyo thulo chata bhayeko tyo resturent kunai popular resturant bhanda kaam thiyena.. huna pani teee resturant haru le thagne matra kaam garcha kyare.... ma teti bela bhokai bhaye pani malai momo teti ruchi rakheko thiyena tai pani khai diye.... mero jood ta fanta ma thiyo.... (ma first) maile pahila khana sidyaye maile uslai euta momo le jitey heeh.. usko fanta pani ajhai baaki thiyo ani saayed usko peet damma bhayo hola momo le garda fanta khanai man lagena bhandai thyee. ani usle malai khane bhanera sodhdai thiye maile pani ke huncha ra afnai manche ko jutho ho jhan jutho khayo bhane prem badcha bhanera khana lageko ke thiye pachadi euta manche raicha malai ta khanai allik aftyaro lagyo tyo morna nasakeko manche pani ke pachadi ayera cheeyo chaaso lii rakhya hola khurukkana agadi gayera na basi kana..... maile bhayo aba timi nai khau bhanera karan bataudai bhani diye.... tara malai chai tyo fanta khana nikai nai man lagi raheko thyo kina bhane tesma usko jutho thiyo.... sayed indirect kiss jastai kaam garcha hola tyo jutho khayo bhane...hahaha.. malai ta uslai kiss garna nai man lagi raheko thiyo....
Khanaaa sakera haami bus chadyau usle ma boudha ko bus chadne hoina bhanera sodyo tara uslai ke tha malai uu sanga basna ajhai pugeko chaina bhanera saayed uslai pani testai bhai raheko thiyo hola... ani ma pani bhaktapur ko bus chadhe ra uu sangai euta couple sit ma base ra tyo pani tassera.. tauko nihurayera kura garda uusko tauko sanga mero tauko kahile kahi judhthyo teti bela ta sadhai uskai shoulder ma tauko raakhi rakhu jasto feel pani bhayo.
Ani haami sangai basyau... singhadurbar ko kehi para pugda gaadi le jhwaattta brake lagayo ma bhane chai hatar hatar mero haat uslai bachauna farkaye saayed usko chaati mai lagyo ki kya ho mero haat :) . J ho gaadi le brek lagayera duita ramro kaam garyo euta ta tyo road cross garna lageko manche lai bachayo ani arko ta uslai alikati bhaye pani hold garne mauka dilayo bastab ma teenwata kina bhane brake lagaera sabai passenger haru lai bachau pani :p
hehe.. ani ma shantinagar gate ma oorlane plan cancel garera koteswoor samma gaye.. teha pugda maile oorline thau ayo kyare bhanera uthna khojda, yeha kaa rokchara bhanera usle mero haat tanera malai sit ma basauthyo teti bela ta usle malai chodera janai man chiana jasto pani feel bhayeko thiyo usle yesto dui choti garyo ani maile usko kaan ma khusukka ek kiss deuna jane belama bhane usle chai pyatta piti halyo.... hehe.. tai pani usle kiss gareko feelings bhayo malai usko pitai bata... ani ma uslai barambar bye bye bye bye bhani rakhe ..... ani kaan ma aru manche sanga nabasnu bhanidiye ani usle ta ke bhani thaha cha?? basera ke bhayo ta ma timrai huu man timi sangai cha bhanera bhaniii. Malai usko bhanai ekdamai man paryo .. She is actually smart girl, and beautiful. maile uslai dus rupiya cha bhanera mageko thiyo usle ta khuru khuru 20 rs ko note po nikale ra diyo ... maile ta mageko pani thiyena usle man ko kura bujera hola saayed dii halyo..... maile dus rupiya bhaye pugcha bhanera uusko haat ma firta diye ra arko haat ko paisa lina prayas gare jhoot naboli bhannu parda teti bela nikkai nai mazzal lagyo, malai ta uu sanga fight gari rakheko po chu ki jasto lagyo.. tespachi ma sit bata utherea gaye... ekchin pachi pachadi herko ta ek chana morna nasakeko buda ayera basecha usanga......... tai pani kehi farak pardaina ke bhayo ra uni jo sanga base pani man ta mai sanga baseko ho....
Jati jati din ra jati choti uslai bhetchu uu prati meri baichainee tetti nai badchaa............... ma chai koteswor ma worlera ek chin hidera tin kuune samma puge ra teha bata alikati hide ani airport nira bus paye tehi chadera ghar farkee....
Yo mero zindagi ko pahilo anandi maye dating thiyo jun kura maile afno premika bata pauna sake.. sayed maile pani uslai teti nai khusi dina sake hola jati unle malai teti beela dyeee...
I love her I love her more than me and by forgetting my self and importance of my life. But I care my life coz some one lives for my life..
There was something very special about her. I noticed her trust towards me when i laid my eyes directly towards her eyes. I was bit afraid and shyed too to make eye to eye contact with her. But while talking with her I was feeling like I am talking with the person who means more than a friend for me.
It makes me feel like we've met before and stayed for the looooooong time. She was very closer to my feelings. I don't know if I were close to her feelings or not.
Her eyes were so unique and attractive. I loved her highlited eyes by dark mark. I will die for her eyes only for watching it. Her beautiful face with some black moles were much more attractive. It was perfect face to match my kiss. I was willing to look at her face whole time and talk with her and hug her and kiss her.
Her voice were so relaxing that I forgot every strains and even my fried who was with us. It was a hot day, vert hot. She feeling very hot that time.

At the next date we didn't get chance to see each others face to face becoze we were heading at the same direction and talking same things. Thats why people use to say that : "You don't get chance to see ur love's face coz both of u together sees at same direction"

I still remember that moment, while crossing the road, she held my hand for a moment mistakenly with a slight touch. I think it was her reflex action and she did't noticed it. We use to strike with each others body knowingly or unknowingly. If there will be other person with me instead of her I'd have never stroke with them. When she touches me I can feel that she is giving a tight hug to me and so do I.
When I turn to see her face I see her Cheeks and my wish to give her a sweet kiss. I want her to be protected and bounded by my arms and body. Nobody would hurt her or touch her coz she is my princes. And I wanted her always to be at the left side of me holding her left arms.
She means everything to me. When I look into her eyes I feel that someone is there for me for everytime. I will be always there for her. Even I say I don't love u I'll be still loving her and I sware these words. I can't deny her. Even I denied to her I'll accept it practically. I'm proud of her very much proud. Before meeting her I use to feel like :"I need many girls as I have lots of them" But now I don't need any coz I got my destiny.
I love her sooo much. She is the sweeetest girl in the world and she is my life my everything I can't get her out of my head how much i try.
This is just my feelings towards her when i met her. The two days story
We begin our friendship from E-pal. She use to chat with me and i use to chat with her. One day I gave her my number and she called me at the same day. I was awstrucked at that time. Her voice was so innocent, I dont know how innocent does she was. She was talking with me with a sweet and soft voice. I liked her voice very much. And begin to draw her image on my mind how she might looks. She's fat or slim, she's tall or dwarf, she's good or bad... and Blah, Blah, Blah.....
We use to chat regularly and she used to call me time to time. Since then, our friendship has gone deeper and deeper. Every time we chat or talk I use to make her laugh and smile by knowingly or unknowingly talking nasty, naughty, silly as well as stupid things. That what I want is to hear a beautiful smile of that girl. I dont know why I feel pleasure when i make her happy. I wanted to talk with her a much time but she don't have a landline in her home so she used to call from a phone booth or outside from home. But her Dad use to carry a Cell phone, Some time she use to send me SMS and i use to reply and even some times SMS me to call back her. So, I use to call to her dad's cell. We talked more than 30 minutes as i use to complain that I get chance to talk with her only for 2 or 3 minutes that will be equal to 2 or 3 Seconds for me.
Yeah, I even use to make friends thorough internet and give some of them my cell number. I have given my number to many of my E-Friends and every of them have called me but only once. Don't know why but I was getting attracted towards her. Sometimes she use to get angry with me but she makes up her mind her self and i don't need to ask sorry for her. So we continued to SMS each other regularly.
Once her sister Soni Caught my SMS and she was accused of being fallen in affairs with some unknown person. Her sister adviced not to do so coz' it was the time when one get spoiled. So she suggested her to better focus on study and class. She told me this matter and emphasized her parents. Since then I begin to get very few messages from her but lucky me is still in touch with her. Don't know why she is still keeping touch with me. If she were other, she might have given up and forgot me but she didn't do so. Days passed it becames month.
Nearly at the New Year time. I met her on chat. She asked me if I wanted to meet her. At that time I was confuzed and not ready to do so. So i just became answerless to that question. My heart answered YES and NO both at the same time. So to cover this matter I forcefully as well as fearfully answered YES. So she asked to meet at Shankhadhar Chowk. But I was unknown about that place and she guided me at the same time. And I requested her to bring some friends which i know and have talked with too. So finally we're ready to meet eachother at shankhadhar chwok. The very Day after Tommorow she called me. It was new year and i was enjoying with my friends she told me that she'll not able to come coz of some reasons. So the plan was cancelled and she asked sorry for that but it didn't effected me. And I lossed the hope to meet her in next part of my life.
Again the days passed and weeks passed and more weeks passed. At that time I joined an institute to pass my leisure time for better building up in college. We use to have good time at institute at morning time 6-10 AM. But only the problem was waking up early. Damn, it was really hard to wake up early. But I was parcticed on that coz' my helpfull friend who never lies to me, CLOCK ALARM, was there.
After some weeks the class went boring to me. Each Class was of 1 hour 20 minutes. It was really boring to see and hear a teacher for that much time. Even it was harder to me to see and hear teacher for 40 minutes. That was over dose to me. It was the day of buddha jayanti, after the class were off she called me when i was running out of the institute. She surprisingly said that She wanted to meet me and she is comming with her grandfather. I did'nt asked her if she were comming with her friends or not. So she called me to wait at Shantinagar gate. Whew, where is shantinagar gate? she told me that it's in Minbhawan quite near to V.S. Niketan School. So I went there with one of my friends. We kept searching her for 3 minutes and she got me. She said Hi to me. She was lookin gordgeous at that time. The most thing i got attracted towards her is her eyes that was so sexy and cool it was even more beautiful when it looks towards me. My heart melted when she directly looked in to my eyes. I feel like my secret is lost and she knows all my secret while looking back in to her eyes. I thought She can read my mind and she's pretending that she don't know anything. She smiled so beautifully I'll die for her short smile. I've never felt this way before though i've met many girls and felt in love with them and liked them. But she was different from others uniquely different. The back T-Shirs and blue jeans with a sandle. (Sandle might better matches her than sports shoes as I do with slippers). First she shook my hands. Aaaaah, she got so soft hand I was willing to kiss it and hold it on my chest but it was nonsense and foolishness and courageous to do so, but i didn't did so. We talked more about each other. And my friend was there who was feeling bored. So, we went to a Gumba near to it and roamed there. After some hours we rushed out from there and went to a MOTEL. I asked her if she was hungry but she replied that she was not hungry but if i were hungry? . Me and my friend have already break our fastings before comming. So we went for MIRINDAAAAAAA. We used to talk and drink at same time and I let her talk with my friend. Guess what she talked about. She talked about future plannings. She asked him what he wants to become in future. May be doctor!!!. and she said that she'll come to have check up when he becames doctor watching at me but talking towards him. Grrrrrrr..... that was really annoying.... my friend will touch her body? (Nobody is going to touch my girl) I objected right there and said that if so then i'll be ready to become a doctor. And she replied that I am always there as a doctor to her.... at home....
(wot?? at home ?? what do u mean at home? How many doctor does she gonna have?? I think she'll keep me at home and keep others outside).
I DON'T KNOW WHY I GOT ANNOYED WITH SUCH THING. I THINK I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER. I KNEW THAT AS SHE TOO KNEW THAT BUT HAVEN'T EXPRESSED IT YET!!!
After finishing drinks we planned to go back home. I also wanted to return back to home coz it was not a date i think coz of the presense of my friend. So I dreamed for next visit as a first date with a girl. I took her to the place where her grandfather was. I asked for how can i recognize her house. She asked me to write something in my hand. So i took out my pen and spreaded my hands towards her. First she held my hand with her soft hand and begin to wrote. I was feeling relaxed and excited at that time. Again the same sensation of her soft hand. After leaving her I went back where my friend was waiting for me.
I reached home after about 1 hours. While changing my dress i kept thinking about her and i was waiting for her call. Since then I come to know that i am really and deeply attracted towards her and falling in love with her. She called me and talked about that day's visit.
So again the regular work begined. She use to call me, SMS me, and chat with me........
Once day teachers union held a strike demanding to increase their salary and equal facilites to all teachers of each govt and private schools, we came online and were chatting. While talking by, she asked her if i again wanted to visit. I said when where and finally why (I was feeling lazy to meet her but my heart is pounding towards her).
So she asked me to meet at PASUPATINAATH (WHEEW!! First Date on the place where's the people end their life No.N-N-N-No), It was far from her house and I don't wanted to be there. So i denied that place finaly after long debt ,OLD IS GOLD, we decided to meet at the same place where we met first time. I went their nobody with me and she was also comming alone. She called me from there, she'd already reached there and I was waiting for her call witting in cyber. Promptly she called me i rushed to the bus park by running and went to that place. There was a loooooong jam infront of singhadurbar Junction. after 10 minutes of jam the bus went and finally it reached to the destination. We met each other there. and i asked sorry for late. She'd lossed the hope that i'll come to meet her. She was looking even more beautiful than i met her before. She was really looking beautiful that day. Her curve body, soft hairs and beautiful eyes and those juicy lips. I wanted to hold her hands and kiss her right in her lips. I was willing to shake her hands (I wanted to feel her soft hands and hold her hands) but i promised her not to shake hands like a unknown person.
So we went again to that GUMBA and sat on staircase and begin our date. (DATE ON A LADDER it might be a good hollywood movie). I was sitting near to her and willing to touch her with my body but was unable to do so. After talking we went out of that guma and just walked by the BICC. There was educational fair going on. Ticket worth Rs.10 and lots of youngsters were there some were in JODI's too. I think its better not to go there in mass. so we just moved arround the outer compund of BICC. While we were passing by i noticed many peoples watching us even by turning back. At that moment i rememberd my friend's dialogue, he told me that our JODI matches excellent. I hope those people were watching coz of that reason or may be other reason too. while walking we use to strike with each others body. It was jerkful and i felt 1000 volt of current passing through me even though i don't want to stop that jerk but let it to continue. whenever i touched her i wished to hug her and kiss her. Uhhhh I can't control myself even while writing this. At the same time i asked why she were wearing that jeans like a half pant. She exclaimed if it looks like a punk, I said no you are looking cool in that jeans (Actually i wanted to say is that she was looking sexy) Suddenly, my mom called me from home asking where I was. I lied her and said that I am in New Road (nothing wrong to say that isn't it huh?). While hanging up the phone, one thing came in my mind that is to take a snap of her photo from my cell phone. But while I asked to take her a shot, she just turned her face. I was answerless and awstrucked that time. May be she hadnot yet grown her trust towars me till that time. Hiding my sad feelings I just took my phone away from her and kept it in my pocket without forcing her. I was hiding my feelings just by smiling. But that was the smile of sadness. I thought that she trust me and beleive on me. May be i am wrong that she doesn't trust me but I don't know why she denied to do so. I just wanted is to take her photo and save in my computer whenever I am unable to resist her I just see her photo. But..... she denied me and now I have just same like a person sitting in a dark room for years and years. To resist her I just lay on my bed and close my eyes I can see her moving and talking with me. After walking we reached back to shantinagar gate and rushed to the same hotel and have same cold drink I was sure that she was feeling hot and asked her to put her hands around a jar as she did before. I forgot every thing i planned to do with her when i met her. I was willing to she her face but she was sitting just side of me. But before we were just at opposite side and could see each others face. After finishing cold drinks we went back to bus stop and waited for bus. I waited for the bus to bhaktapur Coz its my reponsibility to path her back to her home. So the bus stopped infront of us and I asked sweeet bye for her and she went inside a bus. She turned back and again signed me bye by shaking her hands. I was not satisfied with that date. I also took a bus and returned back to home.
The love and towards her became more and more deeper. I thought if we meet daily then what will happen??....... The love between us will pass the limit of love.....
Next day I met her on chat she expressed what she did feel yesterday. She had also noticed that touch. SHe toldme that it was jerkful to her... She was feeling same as i does.......

Aahh it was the best day of this year with the girl fo my dream. And I am still waiting for next date as a second date. And I have planned our dating place as a Neel Barahi Hall which is near from her house. This place was suggested by my brother (Well thanks to my brother) as he also use to date there with my bhauju same the name as my girl have...... Wonder what to call her, may be as a Bhauju or as a Wife?????
Hey one thing more.. I still haven't proposed her yet.
I can't tell how much do i love her and cannot calculate how much does she loves me. If there were noone behind me (i.e. My parents and family) I'd die for her. She makes me crazy when i talk and stay with her. Its hard to live without her. Whenever I met her the moments i spent with her comes infront of my eyes for more than 2 weeks and later it fades away. It happened to me in this twice visit with her.
She is sooo frank with me she shares me everything than with her friends. She shares me even personal and secret matters. But I am not much frank with her and even with others too. But I am getting much more close to her and being more frank with her day by day slowly.
She's smart girl and I like it. She is lovely girl and everybody likes her which i dont like. Every night I read her messages to fullfill my temptation. But she'd never come in my dreams but i did in her dreams. Don't know why I've never dreamed of a girl and i think never will coz i've got the girl who is going to take my dream and sleep away.

Sorry I don't want to mention her name if you really want to know then go back to ur home and ask ur mom what is the name of girl who is infront of u right now at this moment and talking to u by asking some question.