On my third date with her we both had a good time. It was my first time when I heard her singing. She was singing like an expert her voice were so good while singing. When she first sang a song " Hum Hain Iss pal yeha... from movie Kisna I was going crazy and wanted to keep it on. Her soft voice with good tuning...... ah she is perfect in every thing may be dancing, be singing, be talking, be impressing, be loving, be studying, be caring, be sharing and be hearing... I can feel it.
The song she sang was something romantic and the song of guestures...... I loved it before but was hidden inside me as it's not evergreen song for me.......... but now it is evergreen song for me.
I searched it over the internet after two days of search I finally found the song and downloaded it in to my computer. I use to have this song in my computer but my all the datas and music were lost due to problem in my computer.... When I listen to this music I can feel her..... my heart begins to beat faster...... I don't know why but it beats faster when this song plays...
Now I listen to this music more than 1o times a day..... I am not joking...... However I cann't sing properly I am learning guitar at the absolute beginers level. But Even though I searched music notations and tabulatures of this song over the internet and read it.
Oh my godness what on earth can understand these number codes.......
it goes like this:

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--11-10-8-----8--11-11----------------------8-------------------------
-------------10--------------8\7------7-8-10----10---------------------
----------------------------------------------------------8-7---------------
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Can u imagine these six lines are actually denotes six string of guitar ..... ha ha ha.....

But I being to understand little bit about it. Actually I have to learn this notations exactly after 3 months of basic learning. But I must be ready to handle it for my sweet heart. Now a days I try to play this song whole day long.... as I have nothing to do these days... my bridge course classes were off from this saturday...... So what I do is stick around with my guitar whole day only by learning this song's music. And I just neglect the music that are taught in my class. I have to practise it in my class.
I know I am going crazy towards her. It never happened this much before. I must not tell this to her because this may disturb her study by just thinking about me but kya karu dil hain ki maaanta nahiiin.... [It is exactly this time when she phone called me.... wow whot a coincidence...... I think someone who lives in heaven wants to see us together]
Oh my god I have never gone this much crazy towards any girl....... Even I'd liked and loved a girl in my ex-time I'd never gone to this much as i am doing with her......
I want to die resting in her arms. Each and every moment I miss her.....
As "kisna" in movie Kishna dialogued" "haar pyaar milan to nahin, judai bhi to ek pyaar hai" hmm really impressive dialogue.......... I Love her so much..... There is no day when I missed her rememberance. Now I am going to say that I may not live without her any more if this condition will go on increasing......
And guess what she is going to propose me...... !?#@$##@
what to do when she proposed me.... she'll of course turn her face away from be after saying those magical words...... but I'll hold hear arms and make her turn around me and make her to look at my face and I'll look in to her eyes........That will be so much shying moment.... I don't know if I can do it or not..... I am not sure that I can to these things....... but I'll try to...... All I want is to see her eyes (eyes are the expression of soul and it never lies.... )
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