This is just my feelings towards her when i met her. The two days story
We begin our friendship from E-pal. She use to chat with me and i use to chat with her. One day I gave her my number and she called me at the same day. I was awstrucked at that time. Her voice was so innocent, I dont know how innocent does she was. She was talking with me with a sweet and soft voice. I liked her voice very much. And begin to draw her image on my mind how she might looks. She's fat or slim, she's tall or dwarf, she's good or bad... and Blah, Blah, Blah.....
We use to chat regularly and she used to call me time to time. Since then, our friendship has gone deeper and deeper. Every time we chat or talk I use to make her laugh and smile by knowingly or unknowingly talking nasty, naughty, silly as well as stupid things. That what I want is to hear a beautiful smile of that girl. I dont know why I feel pleasure when i make her happy. I wanted to talk with her a much time but she don't have a landline in her home so she used to call from a phone booth or outside from home. But her Dad use to carry a Cell phone, Some time she use to send me SMS and i use to reply and even some times SMS me to call back her. So, I use to call to her dad's cell. We talked more than 30 minutes as i use to complain that I get chance to talk with her only for 2 or 3 minutes that will be equal to 2 or 3 Seconds for me.
Yeah, I even use to make friends thorough internet and give some of them my cell number. I have given my number to many of my E-Friends and every of them have called me but only once. Don't know why but I was getting attracted towards her. Sometimes she use to get angry with me but she makes up her mind her self and i don't need to ask sorry for her. So we continued to SMS each other regularly.
Once her sister Soni Caught my SMS and she was accused of being fallen in affairs with some unknown person. Her sister adviced not to do so coz' it was the time when one get spoiled. So she suggested her to better focus on study and class. She told me this matter and emphasized her parents. Since then I begin to get very few messages from her but lucky me is still in touch with her. Don't know why she is still keeping touch with me. If she were other, she might have given up and forgot me but she didn't do so. Days passed it becames month.
Nearly at the New Year time. I met her on chat. She asked me if I wanted to meet her. At that time I was confuzed and not ready to do so. So i just became answerless to that question. My heart answered YES and NO both at the same time. So to cover this matter I forcefully as well as fearfully answered YES. So she asked to meet at Shankhadhar Chowk. But I was unknown about that place and she guided me at the same time. And I requested her to bring some friends which i know and have talked with too. So finally we're ready to meet eachother at shankhadhar chwok. The very Day after Tommorow she called me. It was new year and i was enjoying with my friends she told me that she'll not able to come coz of some reasons. So the plan was cancelled and she asked sorry for that but it didn't effected me. And I lossed the hope to meet her in next part of my life.
Again the days passed and weeks passed and more weeks passed. At that time I joined an institute to pass my leisure time for better building up in college. We use to have good time at institute at morning time 6-10 AM. But only the problem was waking up early. Damn, it was really hard to wake up early. But I was parcticed on that coz' my helpfull friend who never lies to me, CLOCK ALARM, was there.
After some weeks the class went boring to me. Each Class was of 1 hour 20 minutes. It was really boring to see and hear a teacher for that much time. Even it was harder to me to see and hear teacher for 40 minutes. That was over dose to me. It was the day of buddha jayanti, after the class were off she called me when i was running out of the institute. She surprisingly said that She wanted to meet me and she is comming with her grandfather. I did'nt asked her if she were comming with her friends or not. So she called me to wait at Shantinagar gate. Whew, where is shantinagar gate? she told me that it's in Minbhawan quite near to V.S. Niketan School. So I went there with one of my friends. We kept searching her for 3 minutes and she got me. She said Hi to me. She was lookin gordgeous at that time. The most thing i got attracted towards her is her eyes that was so sexy and cool it was even more beautiful when it looks towards me. My heart melted when she directly looked in to my eyes. I feel like my secret is lost and she knows all my secret while looking back in to her eyes. I thought She can read my mind and she's pretending that she don't know anything. She smiled so beautifully I'll die for her short smile. I've never felt this way before though i've met many girls and felt in love with them and liked them. But she was different from others uniquely different. The back T-Shirs and blue jeans with a sandle. (Sandle might better matches her than sports shoes as I do with slippers). First she shook my hands. Aaaaah, she got so soft hand I was willing to kiss it and hold it on my chest but it was nonsense and foolishness and courageous to do so, but i didn't did so. We talked more about each other. And my friend was there who was feeling bored. So, we went to a Gumba near to it and roamed there. After some hours we rushed out from there and went to a MOTEL. I asked her if she was hungry but she replied that she was not hungry but if i were hungry? . Me and my friend have already break our fastings before comming. So we went for MIRINDAAAAAAA. We used to talk and drink at same time and I let her talk with my friend. Guess what she talked about. She talked about future plannings. She asked him what he wants to become in future. May be doctor!!!. and she said that she'll come to have check up when he becames doctor watching at me but talking towards him. Grrrrrrr..... that was really annoying.... my friend will touch her body? (Nobody is going to touch my girl) I objected right there and said that if so then i'll be ready to become a doctor. And she replied that I am always there as a doctor to her.... at home....
(wot?? at home ?? what do u mean at home? How many doctor does she gonna have?? I think she'll keep me at home and keep others outside).
I DON'T KNOW WHY I GOT ANNOYED WITH SUCH THING. I THINK I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER. I KNEW THAT AS SHE TOO KNEW THAT BUT HAVEN'T EXPRESSED IT YET!!!
After finishing drinks we planned to go back home. I also wanted to return back to home coz it was not a date i think coz of the presense of my friend. So I dreamed for next visit as a first date with a girl. I took her to the place where her grandfather was. I asked for how can i recognize her house. She asked me to write something in my hand. So i took out my pen and spreaded my hands towards her. First she held my hand with her soft hand and begin to wrote. I was feeling relaxed and excited at that time. Again the same sensation of her soft hand. After leaving her I went back where my friend was waiting for me.
I reached home after about 1 hours. While changing my dress i kept thinking about her and i was waiting for her call. Since then I come to know that i am really and deeply attracted towards her and falling in love with her. She called me and talked about that day's visit.
So again the regular work begined. She use to call me, SMS me, and chat with me........
Once day teachers union held a strike demanding to increase their salary and equal facilites to all teachers of each govt and private schools, we came online and were chatting. While talking by, she asked her if i again wanted to visit. I said when where and finally why (I was feeling lazy to meet her but my heart is pounding towards her).
So she asked me to meet at PASUPATINAATH (WHEEW!! First Date on the place where's the people end their life No.N-N-N-No), It was far from her house and I don't wanted to be there. So i denied that place finaly after long debt ,OLD IS GOLD, we decided to meet at the same place where we met first time. I went their nobody with me and she was also comming alone. She called me from there, she'd already reached there and I was waiting for her call witting in cyber. Promptly she called me i rushed to the bus park by running and went to that place. There was a loooooong jam infront of singhadurbar Junction. after 10 minutes of jam the bus went and finally it reached to the destination. We met each other there. and i asked sorry for late. She'd lossed the hope that i'll come to meet her. She was looking even more beautiful than i met her before. She was really looking beautiful that day. Her curve body, soft hairs and beautiful eyes and those juicy lips. I wanted to hold her hands and kiss her right in her lips. I was willing to shake her hands (I wanted to feel her soft hands and hold her hands) but i promised her not to shake hands like a unknown person.
So we went again to that GUMBA and sat on staircase and begin our date. (DATE ON A LADDER it might be a good hollywood movie). I was sitting near to her and willing to touch her with my body but was unable to do so. After talking we went out of that guma and just walked by the BICC. There was educational fair going on. Ticket worth Rs.10 and lots of youngsters were there some were in JODI's too. I think its better not to go there in mass. so we just moved arround the outer compund of BICC. While we were passing by i noticed many peoples watching us even by turning back. At that moment i rememberd my friend's dialogue, he told me that our JODI matches excellent. I hope those people were watching coz of that reason or may be other reason too. while walking we use to strike with each others body. It was jerkful and i felt 1000 volt of current passing through me even though i don't want to stop that jerk but let it to continue. whenever i touched her i wished to hug her and kiss her. Uhhhh I can't control myself even while writing this. At the same time i asked why she were wearing that jeans like a half pant. She exclaimed if it looks like a punk, I said no you are looking cool in that jeans (Actually i wanted to say is that she was looking sexy) Suddenly, my mom called me from home asking where I was. I lied her and said that I am in New Road (nothing wrong to say that isn't it huh?). While hanging up the phone, one thing came in my mind that is to take a snap of her photo from my cell phone. But while I asked to take her a shot, she just turned her face. I was answerless and awstrucked that time. May be she hadnot yet grown her trust towars me till that time. Hiding my sad feelings I just took my phone away from her and kept it in my pocket without forcing her. I was hiding my feelings just by smiling. But that was the smile of sadness. I thought that she trust me and beleive on me. May be i am wrong that she doesn't trust me but I don't know why she denied to do so. I just wanted is to take her photo and save in my computer whenever I am unable to resist her I just see her photo. But..... she denied me and now I have just same like a person sitting in a dark room for years and years. To resist her I just lay on my bed and close my eyes I can see her moving and talking with me. After walking we reached back to shantinagar gate and rushed to the same hotel and have same cold drink I was sure that she was feeling hot and asked her to put her hands around a jar as she did before. I forgot every thing i planned to do with her when i met her. I was willing to she her face but she was sitting just side of me. But before we were just at opposite side and could see each others face. After finishing cold drinks we went back to bus stop and waited for bus. I waited for the bus to bhaktapur Coz its my reponsibility to path her back to her home. So the bus stopped infront of us and I asked sweeet bye for her and she went inside a bus. She turned back and again signed me bye by shaking her hands. I was not satisfied with that date. I also took a bus and returned back to home.
The love and towards her became more and more deeper. I thought if we meet daily then what will happen??....... The love between us will pass the limit of love.....
Next day I met her on chat she expressed what she did feel yesterday. She had also noticed that touch. SHe toldme that it was jerkful to her... She was feeling same as i does.......
Aahh it was the best day of this year with the girl fo my dream. And I am still waiting for next date as a second date. And I have planned our dating place as a Neel Barahi Hall which is near from her house. This place was suggested by my brother (Well thanks to my brother) as he also use to date there with my bhauju same the name as my girl have...... Wonder what to call her, may be as a Bhauju or as a Wife?????
Hey one thing more.. I still haven't proposed her yet.
I can't tell how much do i love her and cannot calculate how much does she loves me. If there were noone behind me (i.e. My parents and family) I'd die for her. She makes me crazy when i talk and stay with her. Its hard to live without her. Whenever I met her the moments i spent with her comes infront of my eyes for more than 2 weeks and later it fades away. It happened to me in this twice visit with her.
She is sooo frank with me she shares me everything than with her friends. She shares me even personal and secret matters. But I am not much frank with her and even with others too. But I am getting much more close to her and being more frank with her day by day slowly.
She's smart girl and I like it. She is lovely girl and everybody likes her which i dont like. Every night I read her messages to fullfill my temptation. But she'd never come in my dreams but i did in her dreams. Don't know why I've never dreamed of a girl and i think never will coz i've got the girl who is going to take my dream and sleep away.
Sorry I don't want to mention her name if you really want to know then go back to ur home and ask ur mom what is the name of girl who is infront of u right now at this moment and talking to u by asking some question.
We begin our friendship from E-pal. She use to chat with me and i use to chat with her. One day I gave her my number and she called me at the same day. I was awstrucked at that time. Her voice was so innocent, I dont know how innocent does she was. She was talking with me with a sweet and soft voice. I liked her voice very much. And begin to draw her image on my mind how she might looks. She's fat or slim, she's tall or dwarf, she's good or bad... and Blah, Blah, Blah.....
We use to chat regularly and she used to call me time to time. Since then, our friendship has gone deeper and deeper. Every time we chat or talk I use to make her laugh and smile by knowingly or unknowingly talking nasty, naughty, silly as well as stupid things. That what I want is to hear a beautiful smile of that girl. I dont know why I feel pleasure when i make her happy. I wanted to talk with her a much time but she don't have a landline in her home so she used to call from a phone booth or outside from home. But her Dad use to carry a Cell phone, Some time she use to send me SMS and i use to reply and even some times SMS me to call back her. So, I use to call to her dad's cell. We talked more than 30 minutes as i use to complain that I get chance to talk with her only for 2 or 3 minutes that will be equal to 2 or 3 Seconds for me.
Yeah, I even use to make friends thorough internet and give some of them my cell number. I have given my number to many of my E-Friends and every of them have called me but only once. Don't know why but I was getting attracted towards her. Sometimes she use to get angry with me but she makes up her mind her self and i don't need to ask sorry for her. So we continued to SMS each other regularly.
Once her sister Soni Caught my SMS and she was accused of being fallen in affairs with some unknown person. Her sister adviced not to do so coz' it was the time when one get spoiled. So she suggested her to better focus on study and class. She told me this matter and emphasized her parents. Since then I begin to get very few messages from her but lucky me is still in touch with her. Don't know why she is still keeping touch with me. If she were other, she might have given up and forgot me but she didn't do so. Days passed it becames month.
Nearly at the New Year time. I met her on chat. She asked me if I wanted to meet her. At that time I was confuzed and not ready to do so. So i just became answerless to that question. My heart answered YES and NO both at the same time. So to cover this matter I forcefully as well as fearfully answered YES. So she asked to meet at Shankhadhar Chowk. But I was unknown about that place and she guided me at the same time. And I requested her to bring some friends which i know and have talked with too. So finally we're ready to meet eachother at shankhadhar chwok. The very Day after Tommorow she called me. It was new year and i was enjoying with my friends she told me that she'll not able to come coz of some reasons. So the plan was cancelled and she asked sorry for that but it didn't effected me. And I lossed the hope to meet her in next part of my life.
Again the days passed and weeks passed and more weeks passed. At that time I joined an institute to pass my leisure time for better building up in college. We use to have good time at institute at morning time 6-10 AM. But only the problem was waking up early. Damn, it was really hard to wake up early. But I was parcticed on that coz' my helpfull friend who never lies to me, CLOCK ALARM, was there.
After some weeks the class went boring to me. Each Class was of 1 hour 20 minutes. It was really boring to see and hear a teacher for that much time. Even it was harder to me to see and hear teacher for 40 minutes. That was over dose to me. It was the day of buddha jayanti, after the class were off she called me when i was running out of the institute. She surprisingly said that She wanted to meet me and she is comming with her grandfather. I did'nt asked her if she were comming with her friends or not. So she called me to wait at Shantinagar gate. Whew, where is shantinagar gate? she told me that it's in Minbhawan quite near to V.S. Niketan School. So I went there with one of my friends. We kept searching her for 3 minutes and she got me. She said Hi to me. She was lookin gordgeous at that time. The most thing i got attracted towards her is her eyes that was so sexy and cool it was even more beautiful when it looks towards me. My heart melted when she directly looked in to my eyes. I feel like my secret is lost and she knows all my secret while looking back in to her eyes. I thought She can read my mind and she's pretending that she don't know anything. She smiled so beautifully I'll die for her short smile. I've never felt this way before though i've met many girls and felt in love with them and liked them. But she was different from others uniquely different. The back T-Shirs and blue jeans with a sandle. (Sandle might better matches her than sports shoes as I do with slippers). First she shook my hands. Aaaaah, she got so soft hand I was willing to kiss it and hold it on my chest but it was nonsense and foolishness and courageous to do so, but i didn't did so. We talked more about each other. And my friend was there who was feeling bored. So, we went to a Gumba near to it and roamed there. After some hours we rushed out from there and went to a MOTEL. I asked her if she was hungry but she replied that she was not hungry but if i were hungry? . Me and my friend have already break our fastings before comming. So we went for MIRINDAAAAAAA. We used to talk and drink at same time and I let her talk with my friend. Guess what she talked about. She talked about future plannings. She asked him what he wants to become in future. May be doctor!!!. and she said that she'll come to have check up when he becames doctor watching at me but talking towards him. Grrrrrrr..... that was really annoying.... my friend will touch her body? (Nobody is going to touch my girl) I objected right there and said that if so then i'll be ready to become a doctor. And she replied that I am always there as a doctor to her.... at home....
(wot?? at home ?? what do u mean at home? How many doctor does she gonna have?? I think she'll keep me at home and keep others outside).
I DON'T KNOW WHY I GOT ANNOYED WITH SUCH THING. I THINK I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER. I KNEW THAT AS SHE TOO KNEW THAT BUT HAVEN'T EXPRESSED IT YET!!!
After finishing drinks we planned to go back home. I also wanted to return back to home coz it was not a date i think coz of the presense of my friend. So I dreamed for next visit as a first date with a girl. I took her to the place where her grandfather was. I asked for how can i recognize her house. She asked me to write something in my hand. So i took out my pen and spreaded my hands towards her. First she held my hand with her soft hand and begin to wrote. I was feeling relaxed and excited at that time. Again the same sensation of her soft hand. After leaving her I went back where my friend was waiting for me.
I reached home after about 1 hours. While changing my dress i kept thinking about her and i was waiting for her call. Since then I come to know that i am really and deeply attracted towards her and falling in love with her. She called me and talked about that day's visit.
So again the regular work begined. She use to call me, SMS me, and chat with me........
Once day teachers union held a strike demanding to increase their salary and equal facilites to all teachers of each govt and private schools, we came online and were chatting. While talking by, she asked her if i again wanted to visit. I said when where and finally why (I was feeling lazy to meet her but my heart is pounding towards her).
So she asked me to meet at PASUPATINAATH (WHEEW!! First Date on the place where's the people end their life No.N-N-N-No), It was far from her house and I don't wanted to be there. So i denied that place finaly after long debt ,OLD IS GOLD, we decided to meet at the same place where we met first time. I went their nobody with me and she was also comming alone. She called me from there, she'd already reached there and I was waiting for her call witting in cyber. Promptly she called me i rushed to the bus park by running and went to that place. There was a loooooong jam infront of singhadurbar Junction. after 10 minutes of jam the bus went and finally it reached to the destination. We met each other there. and i asked sorry for late. She'd lossed the hope that i'll come to meet her. She was looking even more beautiful than i met her before. She was really looking beautiful that day. Her curve body, soft hairs and beautiful eyes and those juicy lips. I wanted to hold her hands and kiss her right in her lips. I was willing to shake her hands (I wanted to feel her soft hands and hold her hands) but i promised her not to shake hands like a unknown person.
So we went again to that GUMBA and sat on staircase and begin our date. (DATE ON A LADDER it might be a good hollywood movie). I was sitting near to her and willing to touch her with my body but was unable to do so. After talking we went out of that guma and just walked by the BICC. There was educational fair going on. Ticket worth Rs.10 and lots of youngsters were there some were in JODI's too. I think its better not to go there in mass. so we just moved arround the outer compund of BICC. While we were passing by i noticed many peoples watching us even by turning back. At that moment i rememberd my friend's dialogue, he told me that our JODI matches excellent. I hope those people were watching coz of that reason or may be other reason too. while walking we use to strike with each others body. It was jerkful and i felt 1000 volt of current passing through me even though i don't want to stop that jerk but let it to continue. whenever i touched her i wished to hug her and kiss her. Uhhhh I can't control myself even while writing this. At the same time i asked why she were wearing that jeans like a half pant. She exclaimed if it looks like a punk, I said no you are looking cool in that jeans (Actually i wanted to say is that she was looking sexy) Suddenly, my mom called me from home asking where I was. I lied her and said that I am in New Road (nothing wrong to say that isn't it huh?). While hanging up the phone, one thing came in my mind that is to take a snap of her photo from my cell phone. But while I asked to take her a shot, she just turned her face. I was answerless and awstrucked that time. May be she hadnot yet grown her trust towars me till that time. Hiding my sad feelings I just took my phone away from her and kept it in my pocket without forcing her. I was hiding my feelings just by smiling. But that was the smile of sadness. I thought that she trust me and beleive on me. May be i am wrong that she doesn't trust me but I don't know why she denied to do so. I just wanted is to take her photo and save in my computer whenever I am unable to resist her I just see her photo. But..... she denied me and now I have just same like a person sitting in a dark room for years and years. To resist her I just lay on my bed and close my eyes I can see her moving and talking with me. After walking we reached back to shantinagar gate and rushed to the same hotel and have same cold drink I was sure that she was feeling hot and asked her to put her hands around a jar as she did before. I forgot every thing i planned to do with her when i met her. I was willing to she her face but she was sitting just side of me. But before we were just at opposite side and could see each others face. After finishing cold drinks we went back to bus stop and waited for bus. I waited for the bus to bhaktapur Coz its my reponsibility to path her back to her home. So the bus stopped infront of us and I asked sweeet bye for her and she went inside a bus. She turned back and again signed me bye by shaking her hands. I was not satisfied with that date. I also took a bus and returned back to home.
The love and towards her became more and more deeper. I thought if we meet daily then what will happen??....... The love between us will pass the limit of love.....
Next day I met her on chat she expressed what she did feel yesterday. She had also noticed that touch. SHe toldme that it was jerkful to her... She was feeling same as i does.......
Aahh it was the best day of this year with the girl fo my dream. And I am still waiting for next date as a second date. And I have planned our dating place as a Neel Barahi Hall which is near from her house. This place was suggested by my brother (Well thanks to my brother) as he also use to date there with my bhauju same the name as my girl have...... Wonder what to call her, may be as a Bhauju or as a Wife?????
Hey one thing more.. I still haven't proposed her yet.
I can't tell how much do i love her and cannot calculate how much does she loves me. If there were noone behind me (i.e. My parents and family) I'd die for her. She makes me crazy when i talk and stay with her. Its hard to live without her. Whenever I met her the moments i spent with her comes infront of my eyes for more than 2 weeks and later it fades away. It happened to me in this twice visit with her.
She is sooo frank with me she shares me everything than with her friends. She shares me even personal and secret matters. But I am not much frank with her and even with others too. But I am getting much more close to her and being more frank with her day by day slowly.
She's smart girl and I like it. She is lovely girl and everybody likes her which i dont like. Every night I read her messages to fullfill my temptation. But she'd never come in my dreams but i did in her dreams. Don't know why I've never dreamed of a girl and i think never will coz i've got the girl who is going to take my dream and sleep away.
Sorry I don't want to mention her name if you really want to know then go back to ur home and ask ur mom what is the name of girl who is infront of u right now at this moment and talking to u by asking some question.
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